i love you

i love you
but i cannot accept a certain things happen on you
i feel guilty
i feel sad
i feel i m bad
i m not qualify to love you anymore.
you ask me that " will you accept me?"
i really do love you but i cannot accept it.
i m bad right?
i also hate myself
i m regret to do sthg bad on you until u become like tht..
really sorry
i really love you but myself really cant accept it
maybe need take some times to accept it
i dont know how to describe my feeling now
when you really love someone, but you yourself canot or unable to accept it
its very trouble and suffer
weird...
very confuse
sigh i really dont know what i want also
i never look down you
i just want make u become strong or motivate you
at the end, u look like misunds my meaning..
really sorry..