i love you

i love you
but i cannot accept a certain things happen on you
i feel guilty
i feel sad
i feel i m bad
i m not qualify to love you anymore.
you ask me that " will you accept me?"
i really do love you but i cannot accept it.
i m bad right?
i also hate myself
i m regret to do sthg bad on you until u become like tht..
really sorry
i really love you but myself really cant accept it
maybe need take some times to accept it
i dont know how to describe my feeling now
when you really love someone, but you yourself canot or unable to accept it
its very trouble and suffer
weird...
very confuse
sigh i really dont know what i want also
i never look down you
i just want make u become strong or motivate you
at the end, u look like misunds my meaning..
really sorry..

are we end?

from last few days, i start to think of many things he still hide from me.
izit i think too much or its true?
recently, we almost always argue.
i still wonder whether we still suit to each other or ..
i dont like to be like that.
many things that we are not match sometime.
i already force myself to do something that i dislike.
actually, its not "xing fu" to me..
i m sad about it.
when i m sad, i will listen to "missing you"
missing you 拋去愛 漸漸模糊的期待 難道我就這樣痛撤心扉 是自己活該
missing you every night 連星海也嘲笑我活該

guy : are we end?
girl : i dont know
guy : ok
girl suddenly laugh " hahahahaha............."
she is so silly...

i m torturing myself

someone kill me please..
i m suffer always
what can i do only make myself happy?
always hurt by people
i m so stupid
i really tired of it
i did so much equal to zero..
i wish have some one to make me really happy always
i really wish it
i hate his way to talk with me but its make me to think another who how to make me always happy when i m down.
did i do wrong decision already?
i dont know what i talking about
i dont know what i want already
really FAN!!!!