haih... why want like that leh?
i really try my best liao..
first time handle project and b leader.. its great opportunity.. but i dont really like to do..
my knowledge for engineering job is ZERO... i m trying to learn it..
of course its not easy..
from zero basic start to learn it its very suffer and very hard...
now i want to say that,
its too many job i need to do...
at the same time i need to learn many things..
regarding to tender, i just do ducting for once, do piping for once...
plus.. diff tender have diff methods
this time tender, i m not really understand the drawing for it..
i need ask ppl if i m not sure about it..
but people seems like unwilling to help me, what can i do le? just eat myself loh..
since i start feel don't hv mood and unhappy then go home early.. go relax
tomorrow only continue my job with new mood again..
but before i leave office..
someone said " if any problems for tender or cannot finish, i need responsible for it"
yes i am..
i should responsible for it because i m leader..
but not enough staffs and last mins ask me handle some one's job.. sure feel unhappy lah..
if someone cannot do it, should tell me early.. or we can cooperate.. each do 1 part right? then don't need feel so rush and panic..
but someone said she or he can do it.. its easy only.. then i sure relieve about it after he or she said..
now i think i do all loh.. add one job again
uhh~ be tolerance..
its pressure i still can accept.. but i dont want OT always without no OT claims..
i admit that no money support.. i cannot work hard..
i don't know whether its bad thinking of or what..
everyone wish to earn more money..
me too..
but i work hard without no OT claim..
its worth?
just worth for me learn more knowledge only..
i don't think that i can earn more money in this engineering field..
current company finance not so good...
plus no OT claims..
how i do hard, my salary also cannot increase so much lah..
should i continue or leave?
i need time to think about it..
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