误会？还是我多心？

天啊~

我真的无奈~

不知道是人家误会我？还是我多心啊？

我只不过写下我最后的心事而已。

想不到，我可以看到人家的留言。

天啊~你是在玩我吗？

我希望我是多心，不是他人误会吧~

我说真的，我真的没有做错什么，

除非其他胡言，说骗话哦！

有点伤如果我被误会，

有点好笑，如果他误会我的意思。

以我的猜法，没错的话。

他是真的误会了我。

我所一切的POST都是给我的朋友，不是他的他人。

也好，同时我明白了一切，我也知道原因了~

真的不是我的错。

我可以勇敢地在这里说，

我没有喜欢他，我真的当他是我的好朋友。

我伤心也只不过是因为失去一个朋友。

就这么简单！

了解我的人不多，

误会我的人超多的！

谢谢那些了解我的人，谢谢你，就是你了解我，不需要你给我支持，关心

只要你明白我，给我忠告，我会记住了。

我想你们知道我改变很多了，

很多方面都改进了~

习惯就好

习惯就好~

今天，有点奇怪~

唉~

明白我的人不多~

习惯就好~

之前都好好的， 有说有笑的

可是她对我的态度变了~

什么都不说，不跟我享受

我在想到底我做错了什么？

我对待她很好呀

只是有时她给人家感觉怪怪的~

对我是没什么呀

我都OK的~

看见她这样对我及说了那几句话~

我的心凉了~

习惯吧~

我希望我是想太多~

太多事情了

看吧~ 能待多久就多久吧~

不能忍，那就走人吧！

虽然，不舍得，我还是找机会走吧~

因为我知道自己很容易被他人影响~

远远的他~

这样的时候，突然想起远远的他~

他？

他有心爱的人了~

以为他是属于我的~

可是现在不可能了...

他和她应该很快乐吧？

幸福了嘛~

真是偶尔会想起远远的他~

好多好多的话，很想跟他说说~

好多好多的故事，很想跟他分享~

想念他跟我聊天~

想念他跟我玩webcam~

想念他每天提醒我喝水~

想念他的铃声~我听见有人叫你宝贝~

一响就知道是他打给我了~

他只有在塞车的时候才想起我~>.<

我不敢去打扰他~

可是想去kacau他^^

我对他的喜欢是很特别的~

很喜欢他但不能在一起的感觉~

他就是我所谓的宝贝

我听见有人叫你宝贝~

What a random Friday~

Today is Friday Nightz

Time to sleep..

But time for me to update my blog..

Tonight not bad..

have a nice day with Dar~ Yo..

Hope we always stay happy & sweet~

But Tonight also Blue~

Many thing to think of..

Many thing to worry of..

many many and many..

Sorry sorry and sorry

for you~

cause i did talk something bad to you..

But its what i always think and doubt~

Please don't to blame me..

As it happened previously..

i got a bad memory T.T

Thank you very much to you

Do appreciate your advice..

i will think twice before do any decision..

as i know you always caring of me Mi~

i will be more careful and pay attention all the time..

I love you ni ^^

Its surprise to me~

I cant believe that i can meet him again~

its so surprise~

really surprise..

i thought he was missing~

but as long as he still fine here..

and hope he can stay happily in his life..

although i dont know what had happened to him..

as his friend, i really hope he can be happy..

i was thinking of him last few days..

think of where is him? how is him?

that time wish to get his new as soon as possible..

i have recommend him to work in my company..

cause my company have many vacancies..

all position are not bad if he can handle it

i think he can do it cause i trust his ability..

wish he can find a good career in his future..

if he refuse to apply, i also wish him can find a better job in anywhere in future~ ^^

Erm.... today really special day.. can chat with someone who i seeking for.. hehe

happy !~!~!~

Movie Day on Wed

Haha..

Today is my 1st time go watch movie with my colleague.. yoo..
also have a great dinner with them yea~

feeling good~

What movie we go to see??
The Haunting Lover~

What a boring movie~
I think no one will interested on it..
but i feel not bad..
its look like Love story more than ghost movie..

Really lovely movie..
make me feel so "LAM" lo..

haha..
After movie, i also keep laughing.. cause someone fall asleep during see movie..
haha... Fucking funny..

Today is a good day^^

Pisces~

4.会找爸爸型情人的女生
第一名 巨蟹座（就喜欢当女儿）
第二名 金牛座（男人老成好)
第三名 牡羊座（找回女孩儿本性）
第四名 天平座（顺理成章的依赖）
第五名 双鱼座（可以真诚的撒娇）

9.十二星座老婆最让老公头疼的地方
牡羊座 总是晚回家
金牛座 死都说不通
双子座 杂事一大堆
巨蟹座 太精打细算
狮子座 永远说不得
处女座 同一件事说不得
天平座 实在是个烂好人
天蝎座 翻脸如翻书
射手座 严肃口如刀
魔羯座 太缺乏情趣
水瓶座 看来难取悦
双鱼座 像个管家婆

10.管另一半最有一套的人女生
第一名 双鱼座（恩威并施）
第二名 金牛座（硬性确定 直接讲清楚）
第三名 狮子座（捍卫原则 非常明确）

17.谈恋爱最强悍的女生
第一名 金牛座（认真面对真相）
第二名 魔羯座（自己处理 抵挡外界）
第三名 牡羊座（勇敢挑战一切）
第四名 天蝎座（不想留下遗憾）
第五名 双鱼座（身段柔软 很能熬）

20.男人眼中的花蝴蝶女
第一名 双子座（很有办法引人注目）
第二名 牡羊座（举手投足有自信）
第三名 射手座（个性不羁难捉摸）
第四名 天平座（到处放电又有办法）
第五名 双鱼座（每个人都觉得她人缘好）


22.秘密恋情多到超乎想象的人 女生
第一名 双鱼座（想要一直有恋爱的感觉）
第二名 水瓶座（为了证明自己的魅力）
第三名 魔羯座（控制力强但热情澎湃）

23.会坦然面对旧恋情的人
第一名 天蝎座（转化为一种成长）
第二名 射手座（过去的就理清楚）
第三名 牡羊座（敢作敢当勇于承认）
第四名 双鱼座（只要不影响形象）
第五名 双子座（心理介意强迫自己坦然）


30.对男生最会用心机的女生
第一名 双鱼座（以退为进 装可怜）
第二名 水瓶座（装乖让男人服服帖帖）
第三名 天蝎座（存心要骗没有骗不过的）


33.恋情总是戏剧化的星座
第一名 狮子座（恋爱就要轰轰烈烈）
第二名 双鱼座（过程保证曲折离奇）
第三名 天蝎座（不赚热泪就没美感）
第四名 双子座（总是选到不该爱的人）
第五名 牡羊座（越想简单就越复杂）

39.爱情失忆症的星座
第一名 双鱼座（会顾左右而言他）
第二名 天蝎座（会自我保护 越神秘越好）
第三名 射手座（只记得印象最深刻的部分）
第四名 处女座（每段恋情都是新的开始）
第五名 狮子座（过去的记忆都是伤害）

40.不计较名份的女生
第一名 巨蟹座（为了对方 牺牲也愿意）
第二名 双子座（讲求两人在一起的感觉）
第三名 牡羊座（认为实质比名份重要）
第四名 处女座（爱上对方就被蒙蔽）
第五名 双鱼座（为了没结果的爱情着迷）

44.十二星座女生散发的独特魅力
牡羊座 单纯可爱又落落大方
金牛座 个性稳重气质高雅
双子座 明星气质带动流行
巨蟹座 温暖亲切激励人心
狮子座 豪爽大方真情流露
处女座 全力以赴自律严
天平座 美丽优雅好相处
天蝎座 性感神秘美丽十足
射手座 笑容甜美身材火辣好相处
魔羯座 品位好 个性认真又负责
水瓶座 气质空灵又聪明绝顶
双鱼座 无辜性感又好学


46.婚后变成母老虎的女生
第一名 狮子座（家中大权一把抓）
第二名 牡羊座（更加强势 万事肩扛）
第三名 天蝎座（恨铁不成钢 要求高）
第四名 双鱼座（很有主见跟事业心）
第五名 水瓶座（吵架是在讲道理）

47.爱拿另一半跟人做比较的人
第一名 天蝎座男（比人家好就得意）
第二名 巨蟹座女（应该要比别人强）
第三名 处女座男（希望看起来有办法）
第四名 天平座女（私下偷偷比较）
第五名 双鱼座女（希望对方越来越好）

48.取悦老公花招最多的女生
第一名 双鱼座（撒娇来增加生活情趣）
第二名 双子座（可爱的花招一堆）
第三名 金牛座（用心经营花招）

52.感情上最晚熟的女生
第一名 处女座（害怕犯错误所以宁可不试）
第二名 天平座（友情爱情分不清）
第三名 双鱼座（永远犯同样的错）

59.喜欢挑战高难度情人的星座
第一名 双鱼座（没有谁不敢追）
第二名 牡羊座（越难越有挑战）
第三名 金牛座（很有自信锲而不舍）
第四名 天蝎座（不信自己搞不定）
第五名 射手座（品味特殊）


62.抢别人男友也没罪恶感的狐狸精
第一名 双鱼座（是他爱上我的）
第二名 双子座（是他自己有问题）
第三名 水瓶座（感情是自由的）

68.不做情人也做不了朋友的人
第一名 金牛座（没必要面对）
第二名 双鱼座（怕继续幻想）
第三名 天蝎座（爱与恨的交错）

70.最喜欢挑战不可能情人的女生
第一名 处女座（相信事在人为）
第二名 双子座（个性好强）
第三名 双鱼座（喜欢的就认了）

76.把男生最主动的女生
第一名 双鱼座（好对象要把握）
第二名 牡羊座（冲昏头就去追）
第三名 天蝎座（不像错过或放过）

77.最爱在男生面前争宠的女生
第一名 双子座（无所不用其极）
第二名 双鱼座（以退为进）
第三名 巨蟹座（不甘心被冷落）

84.感情路上最不会吸取教训的笨蛋
第一名 天蝎座（容易被小的动作打动）
第二名 双子座（一再落入好奇中）
第三名 牡羊座（人定胜天愿赌服输）
第四名 天平座（被谁追就算谁的）
第五名 双鱼座（自尊心强会矜持住）

She is lui lui

Lui Lui & Yuko


Used it as my cosmetic product's Basket
Hehe..

She is lui lui.....
new bear again..
gift by my dear dear..
XP~

Happy to get it..

She is so "xiang xiang" nice to smell..
Rose favour...

wahahahaha...happy le..

i love lui lui & dear dear so much..

and have a sweet day with Dear today ^^

TODAY is SWEET DAY!!

Its nice for me

This is shooting by me..
Hard to capture this post and feeling..
damn different..

i feel its so sweet and nice feeling
like sleep very well.. very sweet like sweet dream~
^^
Mayb other will see this photo & think another way... >.<
but i don't care of it..
i really love it cause its unique
its show that i was happy and enjoy my sweet dream ^^

Unbelieve that i change hair styles ^^

Finally, i change to hair styles hehe...

before went to saloon, i was very confuse and worry about cut short..

because i scare of its not nice or not suit to me.. >.<

but.. at the end its make me look nicer.. have new feeling from myself and other..

i sure have ask all my friends that whether i keep long hair or cut short hair..

mostly people ask me keep long ~.~

and i realized that guys like girl who have long hair one..

but my friends told me..

they was discussing about it before..

Girl who have long hair will make guys feel that himself look more powerful,stronger, emo and like a MAN, mostly girl who have long hair will look like girlish and lazy who always dote by guys..

Another, girl who have short hair will make guys feel himself un-confident & weak..
because girl will look like superwomen, independent.. powerful women..

Izit? what is your opinion?
can share here..

this hairstlyes really give me a new feeling & life..
make me feel better and happy hehe

therefore, i need to thanks to my professional QT~ haha
he is the one cut my hair.. its really nice..

i will appreciate him and my hair lolx

have been long time din't update my blog.. lolx

Hi,

Yuko back here again...

what i want to share is..

i change job again..

this is my 3rd job already..
i wish i can stay longer time in this factory..

I work here within more than 1 months..

Recently.. all task i can catch up and learning a lots..

Colleagues all are nice..

i really wish that it wont same like previous working life..

although i never desperate any good thing come to me too fast..

but i really it can remain..

well, i really enjoy my current job..

its time for me learn good English as well..

talking well and good writing..

talking malay also haha

cause my malay poor >.<

Beside that, i wanna to said that last friday training is reallly useful & helpful for my job & task..
although it's quite boring & make me fucking sleeping..

anyhow, i still can learn new knowledge again from training..

hehe..

Therefore,
i would like to thank someone who bring me out from hell place to heaven place..
although he is going to leave from current company..
but i wish he can get good job and pay in his future..
^^

heahache =(

yesterday and today.. i was headache leh.. dont know why..
not enough sleep? erm i hv sleep more than 7 hours wor...
yesterday i m busy with my job.. from morning until evening.. nonstop run up and down.. tired..
i m so weak oh.. easy get tired.. =(
plus i m less drink water also.. =(
haih.. stupiak.. =X

today need to sleep early la.. or not tml cannot work again if still headache =X

goodnight loh =)

take care for my health!

from last week, i already do sit up, put my leg up and other exercise everynight before sleep..

wow.. today do 100 times sit up.. really tired..

erm i dont know why i suddenly will do exercise..

i think i also need to do thg for my heathly.. and get a good figure for my ownself..
erm.. like that only can make me feel more confidence for myself =)

beside do exercise, i also start go to swimming.. 3 times per week..
i wish to jogging but i m lazy haha =X
i prefer swimming maybe its my hobby XD..

so i bought swimwear is right choice! hehe no matter its expensive..
last time i bought it i still worry about i dint go swimming or just buy for fun..

haha finally i got use it.. =P

i also seldom drink coffee in office already.. after i was sick last few months..

last time i really addicted to coffee 1.. every morning sure make a cup coffee..

now? just drink hot milo and 1 piece of bread for my breakfast only.. hehe

now i m thinking of.. that why.. or i also dont know why i suddenly want do this do that..
>.<

oh ya my next target is buy iphone!!
i hunger to it long time already.. hehe...

now still do research and find info for buy iphone..

why i want it?
because i think i need it loh
when i go outside i can bring it for on9, facebook, find friends chitchat hehe..
nonid bring what laptop go anyplace.. right?
plus my laptop already old la... i think i use it over 3 years d..
wanna rosak jor!~~~

now also start to save money bit by bit for buy new desktop.. and for small trip..

i plan to go whole malaysia trip 1st.. after few years maybe i hv earn more money only go oversea for travel..

this is all my planning loh..
i aldo dont know why i will think like that le.. =X

of cause i will continue to shop SHOP SHOP!!
its my hobby.. hehe

i wish i only shop more during sales la..

but i also allow myself to shop if i wiling to shop..

see!! financial problems!!

want this want that.. how to find more money?

thts y i still think about extra job loh..

i will discuss with him and give me more idea for it..

only he can encourage me XD..

actually i dont want only talk, but i really wish that i can do it also...
but i scare i cant make it..
really dont know what i want now le.. how?

now i only do what can i do slowly..
start to do from small wish 1st..

okla.. time to sleep la..
tomorrow have to work lolx.. bored!=X

what the feeling i have after read my pervious blog..

oh no..

many sadness for my previous day..

alots blogs i write for him..

i can feel that i love him so much last time..

its good memory..

i keep think of the memory while i read my blogs..

hehe feeling stupiak~!

oh ya.. also keep mention about my job..

erm.. i think this 2 bad things that make me suffer always >.<

now.. i still thinking of him again

but that feeling is..........

i dont know how to describe about it

not i still love him or miss him

but he really give me alots memories that make me unable to forget him..

i m not sure that he still keep read my blog or not..

if he still read my blog, i wish to tell him

to be a better man =)

ermm...

now i start to "fan" about money loh..

i feel that i dont have enough money to spend.. and i really wan to save money for my future le >.<

actually i have plan to work as part time promoter or waitress on weekend..
but i dont know why i still dint take action yet..

1st of all, i worry for my full time job.. i always scare i have to work OT on weekend..
but that fucking company dint give OT, i only claim few OT sometime only!! wtf..

sometime feel want to change job again..

all are politic problems..
really sick of it..

actually i m not dislike my job, quite ok for my job actually..
just sometime they give me many, too many jobs untill i m tough for it..

as i know, this job can give me alots skill and knowledge.. learn many things.. so i plan that i can work at least one year if i still can tahan loh..

another things...
i still thinking or considering about dancing..
should i go back to find my dancing teacher? or to learn part time teacher also?
or another choice..

i have one friend is dancer one..
always go for performance.. seem like very fun
i love dancing so much seriously..

but time and certain situation make me unable to do so..

one : no enough money support me
second : my full time job make me scare that i need to work OT anytime..
third : no time because working ..

haih.. if i go to be dancer..without few money.. i also cannot survive ah..

i need more time to plan and think about it..

suddenly feel that now is the time for me to do somethings for my ownself and future..

but what i need to do now? haih...

say easy and hard to do >.<

nowever, i already dint always daydream about find a rich bf feed me forever and get marry as early as i can..

i know i m not a lucky or Hang fuk girl..
always see my friends have a good bf to feed them and nonid to worry of money..
or get marry soon and be a xiu lai lai

all are my wishes in my mind always..>.<
its wont happen on me loh haha

i know something..

that is when i hunger to get it, it does not deserved to me always..

i m used to it slowly already for few month ago..

start to stop to think of stupiak dream hehe

but i still satisfy for my current life..

because i still can get happiness in my life..

"我不是不好命 ,只是别人比我更好命罢了 !!"
可以羡慕, 不用去计较 ...
不然 真是 "人比人,气死人"

我怎么了？

我到底怎么了？

我刚才因为太无聊去看我所有朋友的部落格。

我就看到他的。

当我看他的部落格，我不知不觉地掉眼泪。

原来在他的回忆是没有我的存在。

口口声声地说喜欢我，却没看到他的回忆有我。

干吗掉泪呀？傻傻的我=X

也许自己想太多了呵呵。。。

不想再掉任何眼泪了。。。

心会难过的。。

要习惯他的对待和冷落。。

其实我已经麻木了，没有什么感觉。。

只是偶尔会想想他。。。

我知道他是不会想跟我一起的，等他是浪费时间。。

还是当他是好朋友就好 呵呵

about him and him

can anyone tell me why?

why i will thinking of him again when i listen " no promises & Heartbeat (LeeHom)"

i dont know why.. and wonder that whether i still love him or not?

i have been long time dint contact him and talk to him..

why suddenly think of him and some memory of "us"

thinking of what we did for last time..

i was smile while thinking of those things..

pure feeling~

its true..

i listen to "heartbeat" from lee hom while driving just now, i still thinking about izit that i already found my true love and all are missed and gone in my life again..

i dont know what he doing and where is him now..

i hope he is fine..

but.. if he is good man without his bad attitude.. its so wonderful for me..

another guy..

this guy when i meet him, i feel like wanna to hunger to get marry with him XP~
but i dont know what he thinking of now.. but i still like him so much..
he like to escape my topic.. but i already try to stop it as he dont like to face it..

sometime, i will think that izit we choose other as our partner, then will He and I regret for dint choose each other or not?

seriously.. i dont like to do something make myself regret forever..

i always wish i will get him at the end.. but now seems like impossible..

sign~!

people will say i m think too much..

i just want to find an answer..

i dont like to waste my times..

i rather he told me that he has a gf.. then i will give up.. =]
seriously i dont like to waiting for someone i wish to have..

well, i dont know what i m waiting for in my love life..
i also dont have the mood for it..

i cant used to be alone now.. =(

wont give up..

i wont give up...

no matter how suffer i am.. i will take this experience at least 1 year!!!

then i think i can get more better job for my future =)

this path maybe difficult to do..

but i aways think..

i have learn alots at same time..

do purchasing job, telephone operator, admin job, engineering job and few project, negotiate with other supplier... etc..

after learn all.. i think it help me get more experience and get better job in future..

i need to be patient and tolerance now..

but i need do hard for my future...

haiyaya i dont want to think too much la..

hehe..

enjoyable..

this 3 days, i m very enjoy my day..
shopping, eating, have fun with my all dear buddies..
i m so happy for spending my money and never feel regret for it..

but tomorrow i need to face my job again
i dont know whether its suffer or not
i dont dare to think about it
just wish i can do my best for it..

i hope everything can going smoothly..
hope tomorrow is great day to me as my friends said..=)

my decision is right=)

finally.. my decision is right....

although i have bit down for it, but i can see the fact that i need to face now..

i am awake now.. time for me to let it go Go~ GO~ Go away~

you guys are right..

its not belong to me and not enough sincere & love for me..

i should give up early from beginning..

i give up now and forever..

back to my real life..

and...


my heart already was stolen by someone... =)
i am also bad girl =P

Nobody will understand me..

there is nobody understand me...
i very down... its useless for me to worry of..
everytime you guys scold me, say me, push me hard, force me tightly..
i never say anythings..
now stilll dare to say me again and complaint me again..
i also never say anythings just keep quiet..
i dint say anythings does not mean you guy are right..
just i feel whatever i done, u guys never appreciate me one..
so what should i shoot you guys back?
no matter what i do is right or wrong, you guys can said me again with your mood..
good mood then joke around with me, if moody just ask me shut up..
or complaint me again..
hahahahaha...
i m so silly....
when you guys disturbing me when i busy my job.. i never say anythings..
now i just talk with you guys only, you guys can ask me shut up and ignore me..
izit call " work as family?"

you are leader, so what?
leader dai sai ar?
if you feel unhappy with my work and attitudes
just talk with me lah.. why ask other people talk wtih me?
its call responsible leader mah?
you like to work hard without OT claims
its your business le..
you like to stay back.. does not mean i also like to do same with you ok?
i just work as admin in this eng department, why keep pushing me do this do that..
many things in my hand already still want me to do more..
why dont hire people to work again?
who's fault now?

i hate work with those always show his or her blackface..
please dont work with your emotional..
its so irritating..
you dont talk to me and ignore me, i already dint disturb you
but can you dont disturb me when i m busy?

please la think twice about yourself before saying people..

i hate a person who like report to boss and leader..

i admit i m not good in handling tender.. thts y i go to find other help me..
why?
cause you guys keep busy or ignore me..

what can i do?

sure find other teach me then..

at the end, you guys say me cant work indepedently..
laughing of me..
haih....

i never report to anyone what are you doing in office..

i be silly again.. cause need work ask family

all bull shit.................

jst now go to watch funny mv alone..

its really funny..

of caurse i sure laugh but its fake..

mind still empty.. for how to do and face those people in office..

i dont want to talk with them anymore except work.. no others

feel so down and lonely..

go movie alone really lonely..
its my first time

buy regular combo popcorn and a coca cola

eating alone

watching alone

driving alone

all by myself...

lolx.. funny lah =)

i dont want share anythings with friends anymore lah..
they not willing to listen you..
even call them
no one can answer you...

i better used to be alone..
until oneday i also die alone=)

i am so useless person!!!!