Nobody will understand me..

there is nobody understand me...
i very down... its useless for me to worry of..
everytime you guys scold me, say me, push me hard, force me tightly..
i never say anythings..
now stilll dare to say me again and complaint me again..
i also never say anythings just keep quiet..
i dint say anythings does not mean you guy are right..
just i feel whatever i done, u guys never appreciate me one..
so what should i shoot you guys back?
no matter what i do is right or wrong, you guys can said me again with your mood..
good mood then joke around with me, if moody just ask me shut up..
or complaint me again..
hahahahaha...
i m so silly....
when you guys disturbing me when i busy my job.. i never say anythings..
now i just talk with you guys only, you guys can ask me shut up and ignore me..
izit call " work as family?"

you are leader, so what?
leader dai sai ar?
if you feel unhappy with my work and attitudes
just talk with me lah.. why ask other people talk wtih me?
its call responsible leader mah?
you like to work hard without OT claims
its your business le..
you like to stay back.. does not mean i also like to do same with you ok?
i just work as admin in this eng department, why keep pushing me do this do that..
many things in my hand already still want me to do more..
why dont hire people to work again?
who's fault now?

i hate work with those always show his or her blackface..
please dont work with your emotional..
its so irritating..
you dont talk to me and ignore me, i already dint disturb you
but can you dont disturb me when i m busy?

please la think twice about yourself before saying people..

i hate a person who like report to boss and leader..

i admit i m not good in handling tender.. thts y i go to find other help me..
why?
cause you guys keep busy or ignore me..

what can i do?

sure find other teach me then..

at the end, you guys say me cant work indepedently..
laughing of me..
haih....

i never report to anyone what are you doing in office..

i be silly again.. cause need work ask family

all bull shit.................

jst now go to watch funny mv alone..

its really funny..

of caurse i sure laugh but its fake..

mind still empty.. for how to do and face those people in office..

i dont want to talk with them anymore except work.. no others

feel so down and lonely..

go movie alone really lonely..
its my first time

buy regular combo popcorn and a coca cola

eating alone

watching alone

driving alone

all by myself...

lolx.. funny lah =)

i dont want share anythings with friends anymore lah..
they not willing to listen you..
even call them
no one can answer you...

i better used to be alone..
until oneday i also die alone=)

i am so useless person!!!!